And the Verdict is...

Helloooo family and friends and what not! :) This week has been one wild ride! Okay, I have to get this off my chest or I won't be able to write anything else. I have been re-assigned, and I am going to... North  Carolina  Charlotte  Mission, and I leave Monday! Pretty Wild, no!? Haha, My companion is been re-assigned to the Los  Angeles  Mission. Lucky duck... But North Carolina is perfect for the time being. I know it. :)

Okay... Jeez I can't even think straight! So Conference. It is seriously the equivalent of the Super Bowl here, but better! Everyone was just dying leading up to it. Usually during Conference, I have the hardest time staying awake and focusing on what they are saying, but this time I couldn't stop writing notes! The sessions would go by so fast that it would be over and I felt like it had just started! It was definitely VERY special this go around and I had a lot of questions answered. I will touch on some of the topics later. :) On Tuesday, all the Argentine missionaries hopped on a bus and went to Salt Lake City. It felt soooooo good to get out of here for a little bit and just live the missionary dream out there. Anyways, we went to the Church office building and then moved to the Joseph smith memorial building for the consulate meeting. Some argentine guy talked to us about Argentina and stuff like that and then we all did these fingerprints and stuff. It took forever. Haha. So my companion and I found the Nauvoo  Cafe and seriously... after 43 days of MTC food those sandwiches tasted like there was a slice of love and celestial glory added to it. :D The sisters in our district are already gone. They are in Texas and Peru so the 4 remaining elders are here just livin' it learning Spanish and the gospel doctrines and teaching skills. We are loving it, but not for long! MONDAYYYY!!!! I'm so excited to go and serve the Lord and obviously, I need to go to North  Carolina  Charlotte. The home of the Bobcats! haha and the tarheels! ;) Wait, this is a question for Freddie: Is Duke in Charlotte or what? That would be so dope!

So I think I told you guys about the little basketball hoop in our room. but if you haven't then I kinda got a story. Not really. It's just funny... Okay so we have this basketball hoop and one of the elders in my room loves basketball and gets serious about our games of pig on our wind down time at night. But I am on this 4 game win streak and he is getting SOOOO upset! hahaha! I have this shot in this one spot that he can never get and he gets so mad. I call it "The Crouching Tiger" [Spanish: El Tigre Agachado].  Haha, I'll let your imagination picture that bad boy. Anyways we make it a big deal and everyone on the floor watches us play each other. It's funny. :D

Oh. Okay so I have this riddle for you guys. I'm not giving any hints. I'm just gonna give you these sentence and you guys have to figure out the significance. They are all related in one way, k ready?
1. The wet dog sighs in the Dry Fire.
2. The moose walks backwards in the Rain.
3. The cat licks its paw that isn't there.
4. The kid shoots the gun without a bullet.
5. The clock works with no battery.
6. The snow falls in a sunlit room.

The words mean everything! Maybe it will help to right them out or something. Idk... Anyways. You can send me your thoughts during my mission. It's pretty obvious though...

Oh! Okay, so I totally forgot! We had vocal point come and perform for us on Sunday night! So stinkin' awesome! We were like front row seats too and they sounded so good. They would like share missionary experiences and spiritual thoughts between each song and they had some pretty sweet set ups. I'm basically falling in love with hymns. I never ever thought I would say that but it's true! Yeah it was pretty sweet and I really felt the spirit that night. But really everyday this place is full of the spirit. It's amazing. I feel a lot of peace. And I bet my life will be turned upside down... AGAIN.... on Monday. :D LOVE IT!

I have learned quite a bit of stuff during my stay here in the MTC. or the Empty Sea. ;) So many things. I may just start rattling stuff off and junk... HUMILITY! It is so important to humble yourself and recognize the weaknesses we have. Then, and only then, can we receive the strength we need. When I am weak, then am I strong. I've learned that it's important to soften your heart. If it isn't softened the spirit has no room to work its magic. We need to let the Lord into our hearts. The spirit is still because you don't hear it, you feel it. It is this way because that way our agency is protected. Emotions and the Spirit are closely linked. If we aren't careful, we can confuse one for the other and then doing something irrational. For example, some kid felt that he was gonna marry this girl. He thought it was revelation but once the girl found out she dumped him and married someone else. He confused the spirit with his own emotions. I'm still learning about this subject but I find it very important.

I absolutely loved the talk of D.  Todd  Christofferson in General Conference. Redemption. What a powerful word. I really liked the movie Les Mis (No, not because I went to see it with a pretty girl, quit asking) and the message it sent. So when he used it in my talk it really made me think. Jean was redeemed. He was given that second chance by the Priest, a second chance he probably didn't deserve, and he used it! He CHANGED! Through the Atonement of Jesus Christ, we have this opportunity. We get to be SPIRITUALLY Reborn. Without Christ, ye can do nothing. Which reminds me some guy at the Joseph  Smith  Memorial  Building was playing a Les  Miserable song on the piano and I loved it! haha, I wanted to burst in the room and be like "Number 24601!!!!!!!" Oh man, that movie is probably on DVD now, huh? Luckies... Count your blessings. I know I am.

I'm not just merely "going on a mission". The gospel of Jesus Christ challenges us to become something. So what is that "something" and how do we get there? That's something only you can answer personally through studying AND LIVING the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Where I am is not a coincidence. I was born in this time to this wonderful family and serving my mission at this time for a purpose. I know that this mission is and will change my life. And, when I return home, I will come back to good old  I d a h o, but I will not have left the mission field. This Gospel is who I am and I am going to stand by and in my savior, permanently, unyieldingly and steadfastly.

I know that sometimes we are torn and brought down by the ways of the world. I know that sometimes we are shattered into broken pieces and we are certain that we cannot put those pieces back together. That the damage is too bad and the aftermath too great. But, I promise and testify by all that I have, and all that I AM that He can heals us. He is our Savior and our Mediator. He died for us. On that Friday, a loooong time ago, he suffered and everything fell apart. THE WORLD FELL APART! The Lamb of God was slain... But, on that Sunday, he was risen. He. Did. It. We will all have those Fridays. Those days when everything seems to be falling apart, but I promise, Sunday is coming. The darkness will surely fade. I looooove this gospel and I love this Church. :)

Anyways. :) I miss all of you greatly and think of you often. I heard that Louisville won the Basketball Championship? That's pretty chill. So my companion has been saying some of the funniest quotes. Haha, Like I was eating some food in the cafeteria and I found this gross hair in my mashed potatoes and he leaned over and was all "Take courage, Merry" (LOTR) Hahaha, I seriously love him and am going to miss him more than ANYTHING! He is my best friend. I hope my trainer is chill. I wanna call him Capitan! Spanish for Captain. I think... heehee. Oh and I've never heard him yell, but the other night I was playing basketball in my residence on the little hoop and out of nowhere, he flies in and jumps and smacks the ball as hard as he could and yelled "GET THAT CORN OUT OF MY FACE!!!" Bahaha, it was so stinkin' hilarious... Basically enjoyed a great bromance for the last month and a half. :)

Uhh... yeah. :)

Okay I just looked up my mission in North Carolina and... It's soooo green! Haha, DREAM COME TRUE! I found my church building even. :)

Anywho, I gotta write all of y'all my personal letters, so Chow!

P.S. I will prolly send you my address for N.C. later either on here or letters. Love you guys!

Quote of the Day: "I feel like I'm back at the Green  Dragon, after a hard day's work" "Only, you've never had a hard day's work, Pippin"  :D  Teehee!

Viviendo la Suena

Familia! Como estan!?

Oh man, 5 weeks! How is everybody doing!? Pretty good? I really hope so. I pray for you guys like erryday! It's crazy sauce. I got lots to tell y'all so let's get started, or as  E l d e r  E n g e b r e t s e n  and I like to say "Lets boogy!". haha.

Entonces... Easter was basically da Bomb! In the morning, we all gathered together for this devotional and we all got the sacrament there. Over 3,000 people in like 20 minutes. It was insane but I don't think I have ever felt the spirit so strongly during a sacrament meeting than then. During the sacrament, they had these pictures of Christ's resurrection and they had my all time favorite one on there too. I cried. haha. I don't think it's an actual picture, it was like a still shot from a movie but you can find it in the Mormon message "Reclaimed" at I think around 2 minutes 30 seconds. It's when Christ is in all white facing the camera, Mary is facing away in black, and He has just the sweetest face of love and compassion. I absolutely love all pictures of him in his white robes. I learned quite a bit that day. I felt the spirit and all that. I learned quite a bit of stuff I'd like to share with you too...

1. I've learned it's important for me to be true to what I know. I don't like when someone will say, "The church just isn't true now that I think about it." I say, "No, you aren't being true to your church. BIG DIFFERENCE!" I love my Savior. I know that all I WANT doesn't come at once. That miracles and the things of the Lord come only after the trial of my faith. Sometimes you have to propose things to the Lord. Like Ether and the stones. He had the faith, but what did the Lord say? Basically, what do you propose I do? We have to ask. We have to have that faith. Often times we get stuck in this cookie monster mode. "I WANT COOKIE NOW!" "I WANT BAPTISMS NOW!" "I WANT ANSWERS NOW!" "I WANT AN EASIER WAY NOW!" We need to open like the Savior. Don't satisfy your own appetite and turn inward. When the Lord was tempted by Satan to demonstrate his power (idk where the story is in the scrips) and he was in a time of hardship and warded off Satan's enticings, he didn't say, "Look at me, have pity on me". Instead, he sent angels to go and comfort John. Let us open outwards. :)

2. There are 3 major things that Satan likes to impose on us. Firstly, he wants to confuse us of who the Savior is. Second, he tries to confuse us about who we, ourselves, are. And thirdly, he tries to confuse us on what is revelation and promptings from the spirit, and what is not. Family and friends... The Savior has come to save us. He isn't our last chance; he is our only chance. Through him we can overcome fear, become free of sin, deal with Satan, dissolve hatred and envy, grow hope and joy, and become as he is. We have the choice to be on the winning side. We know who is gonna win this fight. This dispensation will NOT end in apostasy!

3. You will never find yourself when you are looking for yourself. It is only when you lose yourself and think of others, that you will truly find yourselves. There was a reason Nephi was sent back to get the plates first before he went back to get a wife. He needed a sure foundation. A foundation of love and charity and spiritual maturity. That's what I'm doing. I know when I focus only on things that I can influence, the things that can't influence will fall into place down the road and after my mission i.e. college, job, wifey. ;) I want to be the missionary that the natives are crying because of my departure. I want them to know not only of my love for them but the love of Padre Celestial tambien. I want to be changed. When people ask me after my mission, "How are you adjusting?" I want to say "I don't need to adjust!" This mission is molding me into a spiritual warrior of God if I let it. :)

Okay now for me stuff. ;) !!!

Tuesday, some visa people came and got my fingerprints. On Tuesday next week, I meet with the consulate in Salt Lake, but so is like 40 other people (all going to Argentina). I doubt they will be dishing out that many visas at once. Everyone is getting re-assigned. It's crazy. I should know within the next week. Definitely by next Wednesday. "So look for my coming at the first light on the fifth day". ;) I will probably be staying in the MTC an extra week. OH JOY! Woot! More like Noot! Ah, it's all good. I'm growing and it's great. I'm praying I get assigned to the San Diego mission or something like that. That would be so chill!

Okay... Funny story. So, my companion and I were in this little room studying and preparing to teach our final lesson for one of our progressing investigators and we had these soft candies that we were throwing into each other's mouths. I have this huge mouth so he likes to try to make candy into it without me moving. Anyways, he threw one, it hit my lip, and I had this searing pain! My companion thought I was faking it till he saw my mouth full of blood! haha! So, he hit my canker sore and since the gums around it were tender it just split open and it was crazy. I thought it was pretty funny, and has healed actually quite nicely.

I got to host once again this last Wednesday and it was great. It's sad to see all these crying moms. It's a good thing my mom didn't cry when she dropped me off... ;) Cough, Cough. But yeah it was nice. The guys I hosted were going to France and Mozambique! Pretty Crazy, Right?! They got it easy; their first weekend is all just General Conference. They don't get to enjoy the crazy tear down that usually happens your first weekend. Teehee. So, I'm pumped for General Conference. I have a few questions going into it and I can't wait to hear what the apostles of the Lord have to say! :) Especially about missionary work. I'll be a part of the statistics this year! We got a new district and they are really chill. They are intermediate Spanish; so they are good.

Okay, I know you guys will appreciate this... My companion will always leave these "Love Notes" in places I will find them. The other day I was feeling kinda down... So, I was just sitting there in this devotional and I open my scriptures and I found this little note. It said Elder H. on the outside, and on the inside it said, "And they call it a mine.... A MINE!" -Gimli Bahahahaha!!! So flippin' hilarious! I am so happy I have him as my companion. My trainer has some big shoes to fill, de la verdad. 

I love the crap out of you guys! This is gonna be a crazy adventure! I hope all is well.

"You just mind your P's and Q's busta!" -Ferris Buehlers day off

"There is something that we have in this fight that Voldemort doesn't."

"What's that, Harry?"

"Something worth fighting for."

Oh, and I can't remember lyrics of songs anymore! It's flippin' ridiculous!

Matthew 19:29  And every one that hath forsaken
houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother,
or wife, or children, or lands, for my name’s sake,
shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life.

Elder and Elderer

"The sunrise I get to see erryday"

Livin' at the MTC

"True Love Separated By A Fence"

Livin' the Dream!

It has been freakin' crazy out heyah. haha. Seriously, I don't think I've worked so hard in my life. I was so exhausted my first few days and getting up at 6:30 or so every single day. There is so much to tell in such little time! Okay. So the Spanish is tough! Seriously, like I thought I had some experience and then...Nada. Lol. It was tough because on the third day here, we started TEACHING LESSONS to pretend investigators and that was awkward. Two teenage boys who don't know Spanish trying to teach about gold plates and some 14-year-old kid named Jose Smith. But the last few days I've been holding my head up high. I've been learning so much and it's been hard but worthwhile.

So there is a game at the cafeteria where if you have a sandwich, burger, etc. and you have taken a bite out of it then people can come and punch it. LOL! It's so freakin' hilarious. It hasn't happened to me yet and I haven't done it but whateva. My companion and I quote like aaaalll the time and I'm so thankful for that. Every morning when I wake up I say "I'm dying" and my companion goes "You're not dying, elder." Like off of Ferris Buehler's day off. We sing the Lord of the Rings theme song like ALL the time. Ya know Lord of the Rings has some amazing advice... Remember Sam saying to Frodo at the end of the Two Towers about holding onto something? Frodo: "What are we holding onto, Sam?" Sam: "There's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo, and it's worth fighting for". I think of that and apply it to my life. All souls are precious to our Heavenly Father, and they are WORTH FIGHTING FOR! Haha, What do we want!? A girl worth fighting fooooor! Sorry. I'm a quote machine.

The biggest thing I've learned here is the meaning of CHANGE. I can't believe how much I have changed since being here. This is NOT my time. It is Heavenly Fathers and he has humbled me. I've realized I have to Get over Myself and help others. It's not about me and never should have been. It's never about if the church is true, but if I'm being true to the church. I'm mold in his hand and I'm being molded. I love and miss you guys so MUCH! At night sometimes, I just think of how much you guys meant and mean to me. Whenever I think of the Lord of the Rings song, I get so happy because it makes me think of home. The shire. ;) Love you guys. You can put this on FB too. Definitely put the pics on FB. :) I love you guys MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!! NEVER EVER, FORGET IT! You guys are always in my heart. :)